Santa dog

Hohoho! I can feel the Christmas~

Can you spot a santa dog in a bush of gifts?

 

Merry~ merry christmas~

Even yuki also get a xmas present!

Where's mine?????

Hehe. My bibi already bought me what I want...

Secret!

Anyway, Thanks Bibi here!

Merrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry Christmas!



Lucky Me!

A nightmare telling me I will get 2.65 for this semenster... And I phoned my boy and cried.. He was busy conforted me.. And too tired, I end up the call. When he called me back, I only awake, and told him that was a dream..

=.="

Okay, I know the result will come out tonight 12 midnight.... Plan not to think of that.

Dont talk about RESULT in front of me! NO RESXXLT appear in front of me.

To run from my consideration, I choose to fb to relax my mind.....
But, what I see from fb home is...

"How's your result"
"Hope everyone will get the result they want"
"praying.....i juz want all pass........"
"exam is out already"

Somemore, someone wait until.....
"我等到快疯了"

That express my feeling too. Waiting is a torture process! I rather to die straight away than wait to die...
and GOD BLESSED ME --- I get 3 A and 6 A- .. Cgpa 3.78!
Woo hoo~ out of my expectation..

Japan Language Foudation : A-
Basic Food Science : A-
Technique Mathematic : A-
Hubungan Etnik : A-
Kemahiran Membuat Keputusan : A-
Practical Chemistry : A-
and....
Organic Chemistry : A
Inorganic Chemistry : A  (proud of being a chem-pro!)
Kokorikulum : A

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ganbatekudasai! Thank you to my dear Lord... And I will study hard to keep my first honor shinning until the end of graduation. =D

Steamboat Reunion Us3

Last night was my big day! I have waited for so long to see my friends! Finally we have completed our first semenster.. Time really flies.. My old friends are getting something differrent. Everyone like improving their outer look:

Vinnie, My bff - Braces + Super slim body and face + New hair style (envy ><)

Ai Vi, Kai ma - No more "am chong" already + Dyed hair (FRESH)

Mandy, Er xin po - Longer hair, Louder voice, Passioner heart and soul, Look lovely with her husband +
Everything looks like Love for her (include Saimen's shadow)

Shaun, Her husband - Taller 0.01cm + Biggest dick ( he self-claimed) + Eyes that full of Mandy

Mun Chen - Still er xin lo. Compete with Shaun in Biggest dick contest (he has golden "leg")

Sai men, Heng Dai no.1 - Valcano hair turns black,+ Fit body figure + Still remain his funny and cool joke skill =D

Jie Xing, UKM kaki - She claimed that she gain 500gram. =.=

Wei Yee, UKM kaki - Remain the same

YYS, Mama-san - Cute fridge +New dressing style + Decreased "sha qi"

Chee Kong, My boy - Become cant bear with my mischievous =.= wanna hire a munderer to finish me.

Anddddddddddddddddddddddddd..... 2 more mystery guests we have =DDD

Mei Yan - Quiet.... and keep sms with Sai Men. Lol.

Jing Yee, Heng Dai 2 - HAHAHAHAHHA. cant stand of her laught, slim already lo sui po, still enjoy in seeing my stickers and collections.... stay cheerful la! Happy to meet her up.

I'm looking forward for the next gathering before I restart my helly life 2 weeks later. Stay strong and cheerful to all my friends. Friendship is golden, I feel so thankful to have them in my life..... and more, we still keeping touch until now... =)

Fight for Hope

Once again, I at Sime Darby! I have spent most of my holidays here.

Honestly, Sime Darby had earns my respect, due to their advanced medical facilities and polite and friendly nurses. Furthermore, most of the staffs always carry a smile at most of the time.

In here, giving me a feeling of HOTEL, instead of a HOSPITAL.

The thing I like the most is they build up a Cancer Center.

How often you can find this center in a hospital in Malaysia?

Sime Darby really giving hopes and future for cancer patients.

That's really touching me.

Okay, picture time!

This is the wad, where I can lying, rolling, jumping, sleeping, onlining, TV,surfing net, blogging, fb-ing, reading on the bed.

You can adjust the bed high or low... whatever the position which suit your comfort.

Nah, here is the New Block carteen. Me wearing my dad "unisex" sweater.

Lunch is a simple affair here, but will satisfy hunger pangs. If you want to take a dip after your meal, there are lots of homestyle japaness restaurant nearby here.

Daddy, I appreciate every moment having with you. I hope it does longer and forever.

Combo Happiness

20th, Saturday
Having a date with my bff, Lili Koo. My dressing today :

I am stilll look FAT arhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But my boy keep say nice, I think how greatful the love power is =P

We went to pavilion for a "warm up" first. How pretty the xmas decorations are. So we stopped for photographs!

 We do not hope to become rosted turkey for this christmas! OH NO~ 

While 3 of us were holding hands and walking to Star Hill for high tea, (of corse is Lili-Me-Ck), Lili suddenly throwed me a question...

Lili : Do you fee you are the luckiest person in the world?

Me: Why?

Lili: Because your 2 hands are busy in holidng, one is your bf, one is your bff!

Me: Yeah, of cause I'm ! =D

Here's the Star Hill Fisherman's high tea :

 Totally we had eat 11 plates! Ooops, we were too hungry, but don't worry, each plate only RM3.60!

My boy like the grilled lamb the most.

And, he did something very "shuai" today-- He paid the bill!

Love you la.

And our desserts were sponsored by :

STICKKKKKKY!!!!!

  

Are them cuteeee? YES! and Sweet enough. How adorable, but I have to diet, so I didnt buy them, sorry!

Today I just harvest a simple tee from Cotton On. But yeah~ Me and Lili bought the same tee.. Next time we wear it together okay?

 Love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ must hang out more often Ok?

21st, Sunday

Today my boy bought me my dream purse =D

 Charles & Keith purse!!!!

My favourite brand, because I like their design and affortable price.

Thankiu Bibi =)

I will use this purse carefully and nicely.

PS: I have serious red-fourite disease recently.

spot something?

Yes, i reden my nails.

OMG, really scary~ but why i feel so lovely =.=

And I had being "cha xiu" for whole day today. Hehe

I went to try and try and try and try many shirts, And...

I BOUGHT NOTHING.

Time for fashion show

3...

2...

1...

Ding dong.

Anything suit me?

New bling bling

Bought nothing Big things today. Here's my "booty":

Just bought a necklace RM 7.60 (O.P: RM 19)

and a bracelet RM 17.20 (O.P: RM 43)

Cant see clearly?

Modeling too bad. LOL

Here they are:

Look CUTTEEE right?

<3

Small S go go go!

Feels that my body shape getting "S"... Maybe I'm syok sendiri ? Anyway, I will stick to my Small S plan, until I get this type of body:

Woohoo~ She's hot! When can I get this type of body? Can I????? YES!
My mom and sister complain that I exercise too crazily. Perhaps that's right, but I don't hope for a muscular body.

Today morning I have a little arguement with him. Don't know why our standpoints are so different. I hope he will really carry out what he promise. Lord, please leads him.

Tonight I'm going to shoooop at Isetan! =D

Packed Holiday

Plans for this semenster break:
1. Make a colourful meaningful book (inside full of encouragement quotes and jokes) for Bear - do 2 pages per day.

2. Make 12 lunar new years for next semenster's Pesta Angpau.

3. Design a tee-shirt for my collage chinese community - 顶泰丰

4. Celebrate my mom's birthday! Do a card for her.

5. Improve my English! Read a novel, and watch a session drama.

6. Small S Plan: 48kg without lossing my breast size. LOL

7. Pump for my japaness.

8. Go enjoy with my boy boy. Sunway lagoon, Star Hill's Rm 3.60 and The Curve- We're coming!

9. Travel to Singapore with my family if my dad is okay.

10. Clean up and prepare my second semenster's notes.

11. Pay a visit to My bff - Cheong Vin Nie

12. Hang out with my gang, US3

13. Shoppppping crazily with bff, Koo Jie Lee







14. Will be add on......

Think twice before you buy

Currently, I'm seriously be affected by WONG LEE HOM!
??? feel weird? Ya, I'm JAY's super fans, and i did dislike Lee Hom last time.
But now my impression towards him has changed!
I found that Lee Hom is really my learning model.
I like what he said especially when he encourage us to love the world.
This is what he said and I love the most:

"我不喜欢我不需要的东西”

Yea, I'll think this words twice everytime before I buy.
Not because of the financial, is because of the waste product it will create.

In 3R, I think I can make the biggest contribution is REDUCE! and this is the most effective, easier and carri-able way.
But not recycle boys. LOL

Window shopping can be such enjoyable, just realized. =D

My 1st japaness essay =D

ひまですね～いま　やすみです。
わたしわかいます、と　おいしいたべもの　お　たべます。
わたしもにほんご　お　べんきょします。
わたし願いSmall S Plan 合格　と　ちちわげんきです。

<3

Are you the real Mr Right?

Don't know why... the feeling of break up is so strong in my heart this few days.
aiksss.... why will I lost the excitement when I meet you.
Feeling like carrying out a responbility more than a feeling.
.......
I dom't know what am i expecting...
what am i hoping...
what am i comparing....?

Why are you dislike my family, and my family did the same thing too?
I felt so pressure being in between.
Even to my daughter, I can't even feel that you like her.
Why our passions and dreams are so different?
I'm just..................................................
wondering....
are
you
the
right
person
to
me?

I cant cry.

Today, as usual, he woke up so late, later than usual, this time was 3pm.
He used to sleep... All of us know that he not truthly tired, he just......... Running from reality..I know what he was thinking, with sleep.. he couldn't think of anything, he no need to consider anything, he no need to face his sick and us.
I understand, he not angry with anyone beside himself. He just cant accept why himself is so "troublesome"...
But, papa, what I wanna say is, when I was small, you are the one who take care of me.
You are the one touched my forehead, asked me whether my fever was bring down not..
So, this is the turn for me to take care of you. Don't worry, I never think you are a burden before. So I hope you will having the same thought.
Papa, when I saw your crying on a side silently, do you know that my heart is tearing too.
But I know.... I cant cry infront of you. Not even showing a sad emotion.
I will smile and wear colourful shirt infront of you.
I will trying hard to talk joke to you.
I will never say something sad to you.
Papa, I wanna use all my power to cheer you up.

Please allow me to cry when I really cant....... sorry ... I am not a superman.
But I will cry behind of you.

Everyday I'm praying hard...
I pray that my life can be shorter to exchange my papa's health.
I know You listened, my Lord.

Bear bear, I love you. Recover soon, so that we can go everyplace you hope. =D

You still look great! Don't worry.

Yes, i wasn't prefect for you. Yes, you think i need to go for a plastic sugery.
.....
But I'm thinking in your life, is it only the false case played the most important role ? Do you ever take in count about one's heart, one's knowledge, one's attitude, and even one's confidence? Suddenly I feel pity for you.
I hope I can be the way all just you want, but I really cant make it. Sorry for that, I still I, I cant betray myself just for you.
For you, who need a "higher-score women"..... I will pray for you, to find one you love and she does too.
Sorry, I just like the way I am. =D

げんきですね～

A meaningful morning

Last sunday, I been pull to church by my aunty, to accompany my daddy. My mind was still sleeping because I was be inform by last minute. Simply had a clothes changed and with a empty stomach, I started my journey to a church named New Hope. Everyone  there were joyful and friendly. Only me who looked so blur and "cool" (sorry that I still not in condition) ... After welcome guess section, we started to sing christian song .. The band who played music were so cool! All in black, even the guys were in long hair @ botak (AH-TAI) ! I was so impressed with the rock music they played.. Guess what? Christian song in rock style! Cool dao bi. =D
The songs were so touching until I couldn't sing. My face was so hot, I have a strong feeling to cry. When I looked at my dad, he was praying with his true heart. I knew what he talked to God.

Promise you, daddy. I will pray for you everyday. You will be fine. Because God love you.

He's leaving me again

I understand, as u said, we separated for better future.
We fight for our own future, just... I really cant carry on the moment without you.
Hey, still remember what we planned last time?
We, worked so hard  to enter into same university, then we can study together.

2 months has gone... I not really well as you think.
Everytime i end the call in a rush, because my tears is going to fall.
I just cant accept our dream was lost fate.
Are you okey? Yes... Dont worry!
I just need time... to ... accept everytime I miss You.

And so... Here I come.

Ahem, actually i have a strong mind to create a English blog since i was form 5 (if i'm not mistaken), because that time everyone in my class seen to own one =D something like you have, i must have (small girl girl's mind) HAHA. but unforturnately, my mind set did not convert into an action. Ahem.. just let it be.. since I was busy in study all the time, Homework, exam and housework all turns my mind away. I think that's just a excuss la. mm... but after enter UKM, i found that the chance to learn english is rare and rare... Will i die as a Malay girl here? I started to write something like ROJAK (ie : factor-factor yang influence the temperature....) Yew~ what have i wrote? It's embarrasing to lend my notes to my cousermate... But, my lecturer really spoke like that! aiks, i believe environment factor is one of the virtual factor to change one's attitude.... and even her / his education level. I dont want to talk like my lecturer! Self-improvement? Ah-ha! How to make it? I dont think I have enough time for reading English newspaper everyday (as that's not my life habit).. I dont think i can speak English with my chinese friends (I will change to Chinese uncertainly after a while) .. I dont even think I have plenty of time to watch Hollywood movie, read magazine, and story book... Okay! Since i need a personal space to express my feeling and pressure ( I cant do it in Fb, since there will be plenty of complainments later, lol)... So why not i create a English blog? Teehee~ here's I am. =D Welcome myself to a new life! I'll be okay soon. =D