A meaningful morning

Last sunday, I been pull to church by my aunty, to accompany my daddy. My mind was still sleeping because I was be inform by last minute. Simply had a clothes changed and with a empty stomach, I started my journey to a church named New Hope. Everyone  there were joyful and friendly. Only me who looked so blur and "cool" (sorry that I still not in condition) ... After welcome guess section, we started to sing christian song .. The band who played music were so cool! All in black, even the guys were in long hair @ botak (AH-TAI) ! I was so impressed with the rock music they played.. Guess what? Christian song in rock style! Cool dao bi. =D
The songs were so touching until I couldn't sing. My face was so hot, I have a strong feeling to cry. When I looked at my dad, he was praying with his true heart. I knew what he talked to God.

Promise you, daddy. I will pray for you everyday. You will be fine. Because God love you.

He's leaving me again

I understand, as u said, we separated for better future.
We fight for our own future, just... I really cant carry on the moment without you.
Hey, still remember what we planned last time?
We, worked so hard  to enter into same university, then we can study together.

2 months has gone... I not really well as you think.
Everytime i end the call in a rush, because my tears is going to fall.
I just cant accept our dream was lost fate.
Are you okey? Yes... Dont worry!
I just need time... to ... accept everytime I miss You.

And so... Here I come.

Ahem, actually i have a strong mind to create a English blog since i was form 5 (if i'm not mistaken), because that time everyone in my class seen to own one =D something like you have, i must have (small girl girl's mind) HAHA. but unforturnately, my mind set did not convert into an action. Ahem.. just let it be.. since I was busy in study all the time, Homework, exam and housework all turns my mind away. I think that's just a excuss la. mm... but after enter UKM, i found that the chance to learn english is rare and rare... Will i die as a Malay girl here? I started to write something like ROJAK (ie : factor-factor yang influence the temperature....) Yew~ what have i wrote? It's embarrasing to lend my notes to my cousermate... But, my lecturer really spoke like that! aiks, i believe environment factor is one of the virtual factor to change one's attitude.... and even her / his education level. I dont want to talk like my lecturer! Self-improvement? Ah-ha! How to make it? I dont think I have enough time for reading English newspaper everyday (as that's not my life habit).. I dont think i can speak English with my chinese friends (I will change to Chinese uncertainly after a while) .. I dont even think I have plenty of time to watch Hollywood movie, read magazine, and story book... Okay! Since i need a personal space to express my feeling and pressure ( I cant do it in Fb, since there will be plenty of complainments later, lol)... So why not i create a English blog? Teehee~ here's I am. =D Welcome myself to a new life! I'll be okay soon. =D